Dear Dorgy,

2 months… There was not a single day when I haven’t thought about you. 

“Things are getting better, things are moving on”, a friend said hearing about my new job. 

But for me they are not. I don’t know how to accept the fact that you are gone. How to feel good being at home where you are missing. 

Today by accident I dropped a photo frame with three of us. The emotions just flooded me. Just because it’s been exactly two months today…

Yesterday I put a picture of you at work near my monitor. Your big smile makes me miss you even more but at the same time it is so full of life and happiness that I smile. 

I miss you, my boy! Sweet dreams!

Love,

Me