My sweet Dorgy,

It’s 6 months today. I think about you every single day. Yes, I do. Very often I dream of you. I am not sure what those dreams mean. 

I don’t write often. Every time I think about words to write, I am getting so sad. I have only words of sadness and sorrow. We do remember all the funny and cute moments we had with you. But I just didn’t and can’t get over the pain. Yes, I keep living and finding some joy in little things, but deep down I am always sad. When I come home and you are not there, when I am in ‘our’ lounge and you are not there, when someone talks about their dogs and puppies being all happy and funny and I don’t have you… Every moment of my life reminds me you are not here anymore. 

Sounds probably a bit extreme, but that’s how I feel. You are, you were my best friend who always was here. How can I move on?

6 months seems like a long time but so short at the same time. Feels like everything was happening just yesterday. The saddest day of my life. 

I hope you are happy where ever you are. Miss you terribly! 

Rest In Peace, my boy ❤️💔

Love,

Me